Building a Business Not Knowing What to Do: Chapter 3/16-3/22

This Week in business 3/16-3/22

Once again, a solid week of consistent posting of different topics. Not very much success but I am finally in the game. Trying to improve, trying to make things better.

There is another shiny object coming into play. One that I want to pursue, even though I am working on this one, going to college, working a full-time job. It is a lot all at once. I really just want to give it a go. With the hopes of replacing my daily job.

Unfortunately, my day job has been wearing me down as of late. I haven’t been putting my best foot forward. I have been making more mistakes, and just a feeling of not wanting to work. It is not something I am extremely passionate about. When I think about the possibility of me being here for forty more years, I sometimes have trouble and want to move away. It has been a very negative time lately. My anxiety has come back more often, and things just haven’t been going as well.

This week I have put in over seven hours of work. Consistent posting as well. This has been several weeks in a row where I have put in solid amounts of work with consistent posting. The balance of my life hasn’t been there. It is more like a juggling routine. Where everything in my life takes turns with my attention and I continue to add balls, knives, and bowling pins to my juggling routine and sometimes I just get tired. That is me currently.

The new shiny object is scary. My excitement for a change and a try at everything has me adding more to the juggling analogy. I am a bit worried about how that is going to play out. I just hit consistent posting in this project.